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Jesus breathed His last

  Jesus gave a loud cry and breathed his last. The veil of the sanctuary was torn in two from top to bottom. ~ Mark 15:37-38 Matthew, Mark and Luke all talk about the veil of the temple/sanctuary being torn in half, from top to bottom at Jesus' death. The Temple of Jerusalem was separated by a veil, that is, the innermost part that housed the Holy of Holies was separated from the outer part that encased the temple. The innermost part was only entered by the High Priest on Atonement day. Now because Jesus died, the tearing of the veil allowed God, the Holy of Holies to be accessible to all.  As I reflect on these passages regarding the torn veil, I also see Jesus' humanity and divinity being torn in two at his death. The body of Jesus was now separated from His Spirit/Soul ( until they reunite at the Resurrection). "I commend my Spirit" Jesus says, leaving his body behind. Jesus' body is the temple of the Spirit, that is, The Holy of Holies, and the veil that sepa...

Hello!

 This is my first time blogging. The Spirit within me has been tapping my shoulder and bopping my head to share my reflections, poems and prayers with others.


So let me introduce where I'm coming from. Since I was very young, I've felt the presence of God in my life. Then, when I was 16 and living at home, smoking a cigarette in the bathroom, so I wouldn't get caught (I quit cold turkey later), when out of nowhere, an intense surge of energy cursed through my body. It was so strong it brought me to my knees. I instantly knew it was God. I ran out to tell my mother I wanted to be a nun (as I was raised Catholic). But I quickly changed my mind because I wanted to be married and have kids.

This event led me in my spiritual journey to get to know and experience the Divine Creator in wonderful ways. I have since then felt the presence of God as energy within me recognizing the Holy One as the source of these feelings enhancing my spirituality.

Though I've experienced many serious health issues in my life, including chronic migraines, cancer, a kidney transplant, a bilateral mastectomy with reconstruction and other surgeries, my faith grew, expanded and evolved.

I see God in everything, and in everyone, regardless of their faith or lack thereof. I believe various faiths and practices are all simply different facets of the same jewel. The Divine reaches us in our journey where we are in life.

My husband Mike and I shared our spirituality. Though his faith journey was very different from mine, God was the glue that kept us together. We experienced God in the ordinary, but also in the extraordinary, such as when I had cancer and our young crepe myrtle bloomed for the first time. The flowers were in the shape of a cross!

I've written for many years, and when I gave my handwritten reflections to a friend to type, approximately two hundred pages, their house was destroyed by fire and my writing went up in smoke. I was happy my friends were okay, but I was angry and frustrated with God. What was the point, I asked, and the answer in my soul and heart was "keep writing", and I did. Now I would like to share what I've been inspired to write.

May my words bring you comfort, joy or insight and possibly help you in your own spiritual journey. And may the spirit of God plant seeds that will grow into beautiful encounters with the Divine Within.

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  1. I’m excited to read what you have to write! This is wonderful!

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  2. Congratulations on accomplishing your goal! I am sure you will touch several lives.

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  3. Hi, I love this post. Please post more content like this 💕💕

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    1. Love this Cindy! About time you shared this with the world. Can't wait for the next one!

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  4. Hi there, I agree with all the comments about your introduction to your spiritual journey. It resonates with mine. I feel your authenticity in expressing honest feelings.

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  5. Cynthia, desde que la conocí que ya son algunos años, sentí que era alguien especial. Una mujer que a través de muchas vicisitudes de la vida, tiene una Fé inquebrantable.

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    1. Tantísimas gracias! Como te lo agradezco 🙏💛

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  6. So sweet and true. Thank you

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  7. Cynthia, you’ve been through so many challenging things so many health crises and yet your faith is strong. I love this inspiration. My mother loved you so much. She really needed your support as she was struggling too

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    1. You know I very much loved your mom. As her Stephen Minister, I received more back than I gave. I'm honored to have known her! She was an angel in disguise 😇🙏💛

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  8. My dear friend Cindy! You have always had a beautiful soul. This is what drew me to you to become friends. I always thought so much of you! You had experienced some rough times back then and my heart hurt for you. You taught me so much in that short time. I have never forgotten our friendship and what it meant to me then. I will always cherish you in my heart. Our friendship was no accident. I was going through so much back then too. Love you dear friend!

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  9. This is beautiful Cindy, may our Dear Lord continue to bless you 🙏 ❤️

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